How utterly vain of me...

Like I usually do at 7 in the morning, I got dressed to go running. This morning, being that it was 60 degrees outside (in November...topic for another time) I wore cloth shorts/t-shirt. I haven't worn this combo since late summer...and usually I wear a really baggy shirt. I accidentally grabbed the "small" t-shirt that I own. I was prepared for the worst. I had gone into the bathroom where the big mirror is and just took a glance at myself. Seriously?? Then I had this thought--if only my old marching band would see this. During practices, we obviously had to wear shorts and t-shirts otherwise you'd completely pass out on the field. I was never comfortable with myself during practice...especially when I was on the podium. My thought this morning was, I wish I could experience a practice looking like THIS! Is it so vain of me to think that I want others to look at me now and think, wow, she looks good? Of course, I'm happy for myself. But the thought of having all of those people who saw me at my worst, constantly, to see me now...